Sorry I haven’t blogged in a minute. It has been a busy week. Ok so last Friday I got my cast off. So since then I have been really busy because my daughter’s bday in July 19th. So my mom came over and got my girls Tues. Me and my SO went birtday shopping. We got her and her sister a DS. ( I believe in giving my other daughter at least on 1 gift on her sisters bday because they are both special. ) We then went to Children’s Place and Gymbore and got her some outfits. Oh, I broke my labtop. Spilled liquor on it. It comes on and works 100% except for the keyboard. ( I am on an external one right now til I get it fix. I just hate to part with it for a few days lol it’s my bitch lol) Well that took an hour so by the time we got done with that it was time to get the girls.
Weds: went to physical therapy. It was nice. They soaked my foot in a whirlpool for 10 mins. They we did some stretching excersies. She took measurements of my broken ankle foot and the non broken ankle foot to compare how much swelling there was. All and all it was fine. After that we took my daughters to gymnastics pratice and then went home.
Friday: I had pt on Friday. I actually drove myself. My broken ankle is my non driving foot. Then we took my baby’s to their aunt’s to get their hair done again and went to Easton. Bought some clothes, went to the shoe store, the toy store, and then back home.
I am only using 25% of my weight. I thought I could use more and my knees buckled. I tried to walk from the toliet to the sink and my knees buckled. Man, I can’t walk and it is so not cool. When you walk you think 100% is easy. I mean I do 25% with ease. But it’s a false security. My arms are holding all my weight so I am really not walking.
How do I feel? Mad… mad as hell. I want to walk. Still missing appointment. Still missing my summer. Still missing my ankle. I hate this. I would rather be dead than be handicapp. And before anyone replies with some b.s like how can I say that? I say this… fuck you. You try not walking, not working, not living a life worth any meaning for 6 weeks. Maybe that is fine for you. Not I said the cat………… this blows. Cast off still a gimp….
